Not many boys want to be my friend.
They normally meet me and automatically want to make something romantic out of our friendship/acquaintanceship.
It's never a friend zone kind of deal unless I set those boundaries clear from the get go.
But you, you never pushed it. If anything I did.
I remember the first time I met you, it was new year eve. You were so handsome, and so mysterious. So new and inviting. You were charming and tired all at once, new years eve. It was beautiful. I remember wanting to kiss you just for the sentimental sake of it it all, when Ted kissed Emily.
I remember that vividly.
I remember the next time we met, at Stooges. You were there with Grace, and I thought that the two of you might have had a thing.
It was right after I got back from Spain, much like New Years, but this time I was dressed up, and ready to be presented to the world... You didn't totally remember me then, but I remembered you. You and your beautiful blue eyes and your greek facial features.
I remember our next meeting being at a braves game, correct me if I'm wrong here, but it was the first game that got rained out. That was when I knew there was a physical attraction... can you deny it?
I remember that awkward first time... it was honestly, not the best I'd had, but it was something. You and I both can thank Fairoze for that encounter...
I remember the next time though... yet another braves game. After many weird facebook conversations.. It was that next time that really sealed the deal I think... We were both crazy drunk... broke your bead and had a hell of a fun time in the process. :)
That was fun.
Do you remember the next part?
Finally moving in?
I remember us trying to back track to just being friends... trying not to be too physical, and trying to keep things "behind closed doors"... Ha! Right.
That lasted all of like, a week or two.
I remember how awesome this is, and how effortless it really has been. And honestly I really hope it stays that way.
To me, you are my friend first and my lover second. The physical stuff is fantastic, but the way that you treat me as a person, and the way that you treat everyone... You're such a beautiful spirit. You have such a kind heart and good intentions. You have a good head on your shoulders, with goals and smarts and wit like crazy. You're awesome.
You're one of the best things that has ever happened to me, and I can't thank you enough for the happiness and wonder that you've brought into my life.
You're amazing. And honestly, you'll probably never know how much I like you... and that's probably why I like you so much.
